I think it might.
I think.
The thing is the 2 babies I have now post Sonny, as cold as it sounds, have brought a light to my life save for one thing. Matti is terribly sick with a genetic condition that is extremely rare. I wonder if Sonny knew this somehow? That when he died he made sure this little kitten, this beautioful blue eyes baby, had a home where his quality of life was a number one priority. It seems like something Sonny would do-he was kind of loving like that. it didn't matter what animal we had in the house with him, he kind of watched over them all.
And Matti is so much like Sonny I simply have to think that he chose Matti and Molly for us himself, that he gave us the feeling that it was okay to get two babies just 3 weeks after his death. It filled an emptiness and brought smiels onto our faces0-smiles which didn't grace us for 3 long weeks.
Do they replace Sonny?
Never.
but what Sonny did do was give me reasons for his death. He has taught me to get invovled with animal rights and he has given life to a beautiful blue eyes kitten named Matti whose life would surely have ended by now given the cost of his medical bills. Sonny knew we would fight till the end for Matti, giving chance after chance to let him fight. i told Matti the morning he went to PEI I would not give up fighting for his life so long as he didn't give up either.
And he's fighting. Just like I'm fighting for Sonny.
And I know Sonny is with me as I spread awareness over what happened to him.
And he's fighting for Matti, his spirit I imagine is curled up next to his little brother urging him to fight until he can come home to us.
Sonny knows I have not forgotten him. How he died has not left my mind and I have made it my personal business to make sure the clinic in mt. Pearl NL and what they've done doesn't go unnoticed. I make sure people know how they left him alone, drugged and probably frightened. No. I think I know he was frightened. And if the vet at the clinic or anyone at that clinic reads this I hope you know that I know what you did. I will never forget. I will make it difficult in the future for you to get away with murder. I know you are guilty of murderingng my baby and countless others whose names i found out after you killed my boy.
The NDP is helping me change the law in Canada. Soon you won't be able to murder animals and get away with it. Mark my words.
Everything happens for a reason.
